Mandatory Update.

I suck at this. Posting, updating, anything-ing here in a timely manner. I just don't have the motivation to do it...to do anything really. I feel like Im stuck in a huge rut and haven't gotten the kick in the ass yet to get out of it. I sleep, wake up, go to work, come home, sleep. Lather, rinse, repeat. Occasionally I see my Nieces or hang out with friends but its just a rambling repeating series of SSDD. I sleep too much, eat too much, I was drinking way too much but have tried to curtail the excess imbibing. I just feel like Im floating around in a big empty ocean. It's depressing. I need a change, something, anything, I don't know what.