Drive...

I just want to get into the car and drive.
I get these moods once in a while.
Just get in, turn on some music, and drive.

I used to love driving when I lived in New Jersey.
EVERYWHERE was new to me. Every turn, every exit, every road.
And since I lived near 2 major highways,1 expressway,one parkway and one major gambling city I could always find my way home.
No matter how far I went(and I racked up a lot of miles on my Geo)

It's not the same here. I know these roads, these exits.
These towns and faces are old.
Nothing is suprising anymore.

I really need to get out and drive somewhere new.

I wish there was something new.


Ear Candy Perfect Situation Weezer

Waiting...

So another "former" is now happily married.
And here I sit.
Don't get me wrong. I love my Blake, very much. And a trip down the aisle is planned for the future, most definately, but Im just sitting here wondering why I'm not there yet.
The cheaters, the beaters, the ones who hurt me and lied to me and broke my heart.
All married. All happy. Babies and good jobs and happy pictures.
Maybe Im being childish and selfish, but where is the fucking justice in that?
Im done.
I'm too fucking tired to be all emo tonight.

And yeah, I locked comments on this.
Not that anyone fucking reads this anyways to comment.
I dont wanna hear platitudes.